Well #mentalhealth#MentalHealthAwarenessWeek just happened to be a day after I posted the above. I hope someone reads that. Not for the sake of attention but just to show how people like me struggle and how hard it is doing it alone.
Good luck to everyone struggling 🙏
I used to think people who committed suicide weak. Why would they let get the better of them? Fight damn it! That's what I used to say. I fought for a long time but now I get it. I get how hard depression can hit over time. It's like a wave that slowly degrades your strength.....
Sorry if this ruined your mood. To be honest I doubt anyone will even read this let alone care that I'm feeling suicidal. Just felt like doing it.
Anyways
Wish me luck 😧
The "rats", as people started calling them, are jumping ship now after all the B.S. Trump has said throughout his presidency. Really? Now you got a conscience? Nah. You were after a career boost and now that its over you wanna save face?
@CammyUTB@CaptainBaconz@Kotaku You obviously dont know how often people do f4f on Twitch do you? There's whole channels dedicated to doing that. Twitch dont care about regulating that. You can get banned for view botting not f4f.
You can have your -5IQ back.
@HomieeJio@Kotaku Initially I had. Got frustrated with lack of attention so I cheated a bit. And it wasn't worth it. Later on I got attention naturally and I got more followers, views and subs/bits, not a whole lot but yea. I stopped streaming though because it felt like a chore instead of fun.
@CaptainBaconz@Kotaku I'm just saying if someone WANTS to be lazy they can do it that way instead of spending money. They're still both terrible methods to get affiliate.