So many people find joy in my suffering. The people closest too me only want me to succeed in ways that make them feel comfortable. So many people talk behind my back and try to gatekeep me from opportunities. Everyone teams up against me. I went broke, I miss music. I’m almost
The things people say as a joke represent how they really feel. Especially when sharing your experiences. I’m not allowing anyone’s opinion to stop me from doing what I believe I’m supposed to do. If it’s music or something else.
I’m literally back where I was when I left. All that work for no reason. I came back with intentions to share and grow and was rejected and now I’m jaded.