And mind to decide what i want. I just need some advice not a command to change myself.
We do not have to become close or similar, its just makes me down and feel stupid to follow everything that she's been telling me.
We had a great time, when we were apart. I know we can't be close, more than this. This has just become some toxicity for me, and my mental health.
I know she doesn't mean to hurt me or anything, and i'm perfectly aware she has good intentions but, i have my own opinions,