You're better than them" and I would like to believe it, but when it happens constantly, with all kinds of people, in different contexts, it gets harder and harder to believe this.
but i canโt find this anywhere. i can go on and on about the hopelessness that exists in my brain at this time in my life, but i canโt help but think โwhen is this gonna feel better?โ not perfect, just okay enough to feel like iโm actually breathing.