Elle

Hi!! 🇯🇵 27 ｜ Tokyo ｜ Radiohead ｜ Vintage Military Fashion ｜ Cigs ｜ Mental health struggles ｜ Project Hail Mary🪨👎🪐

[Elle @Ellecyad]

Amaze amaze amaze! Elle is good now, Elle is go to bed. nice and comfortable, statement. Good good good
see you later earth people🪨👎✨

[Elle @Ellecyad]

@Gigathadeus 😭😭😭🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
Sorry I’ll text you later ;-;

[Elle @Ellecyad]

Toxic relationship codependency😫 i really should keep a distance from my mom, i just should stop and ignore her but I feel guilt and I shouldn’t. she abused me but I can’t just let her hated by people around her ugh I hate my life

[Elle @Ellecyad]

Don’t you worry about the thing
Don’t you worry about the thing Elle
Cuz I’ll be standing on the side when you check it out

[Elle @Ellecyad]

Low point, I won’t cry, fuck this life, but I wont give up, I won’t die for you, you are the one who should kys
It’s not my fault it’s all your fault
idgaf what you gonna say bitch
Just die please why can’t I just throw away my kindness to her

[Elle @Ellecyad]

So I got this cool surgery scar
When people ask about this scar i lied I fought with wild crocodile and I won

[Elle @Ellecyad]

I broke my right leg one day

and six months later I broke other one

I broke both legs different times, so stupid

[Elle @Ellecyad]

Some guys think speeding make them looks cool but seriously its fucking lame
Well i think it’s cool if you’re racing on a actual track
How could anyone fall in love with a guy who drives dangerously with a princess👸✨💖💃 like me in the passenger seat, idiots

[Elle @Ellecyad]

I hang out with handsome rich cute guy last month, I was in a passenger seat, he drives a highway 140km/h, I screamed and yelled please slow down but he keep driving and said “I love this thrill!” So I blocked him when I got home
Please die alone

[Elle @Ellecyad]

They all backchannel like “I see” like If I say I watched a movie they just say “hm” “I see” and done. Out of question.
If I were them, million question pop up like “what’s the title, did you watch in theater or streaming, was is good, was there any hot guy bluh bluh”😵‍💫

[Elle @Ellecyad]

Many of men try to flirt with me in 🇯🇵 but they are all not cool at all, bad at communicate, no sense of humor, nerdy, and weird, because I’m the person like that, same levels
I have to be better and want to have cool friends in japan
Don’t worry it’s not about my followers ofc

[Elle @Ellecyad]

Past life!! I mean

[Elle @Ellecyad]

I think my before life was terrible they definitely were awful person like psycho killer or something so this life is punishment💀 I won’t give up tho!!!! I’ll do my best one step at time

[Elle @Ellecyad]

Well I’ll definitely move on and proud of myself someday

[Elle @Ellecyad]

I’m a middle tier of the three disability level nd I honestly so ashamed of my life, I wanna be someone I can be proud of, but I’m trap in the past and still can’t move on, having life of full of surgical internal and mental issues is awful! :(

[Elle @Ellecyad]

Why the fuck would I want to know my mom’s sex life😫lol
well I still don’t like physical touch, I tried and sometime liked it, but I usually don’t like it
I’m fine now but i should 🔪 him that time😸❤️ why my life is like this?????

[Elle @Ellecyad]

My parents divorced when I was 12, and both cheated on each other. After that I lived with mom and her bf, he was 23 when I was 13. He abused me sexually, physically, also mentally, and divorced few years later. Now mom living with new bf and they share abt their sex life to me

[Elle @Ellecyad]

I love this thick accent Japanese guy

[Elle @Ellecyad]

@Holliday69er <3

[Elle @Ellecyad]

Last winter naughty Ellie

[Elle @Ellecyad]

My type