Like i am a functional retard.( i don’t want to sound like i’m complaining, is just the way i feel) I have problems rembering things that i just read, places, or i’m losing the narrative of a conversation and i have to ask again details…
Sometimes he won’t reply to my texts, but more often than not he’ll reply days, if not hours later with a long message that in some way will put me down, suggest I’ve miscommunicated with him, or give a very closed response.
Sometimes at this stage, if it's not blending well, you might be able to get away with applying a small amount of fresh acrylic paint over the mostly dried acrylic/isopropyl solution to blend it a bit better.
I feel awful and disgusting about it all these years later because I was turned on and I didn’t shut it down for several minutes. I am also just confused.