you know when u look at things that you know will upset you but you do it anyway bc idk you’re a masochist or something but then you get your feelings hurt and you can’t even really be mad at anyone but yourself lol i’m enjoying myself!!!!
sometimes I get sad because the odds of me ever fulfilling my lifelong fantasy of being invited to a ball and wearing a beautiful gown and slow dancing with a handsome stranger are very slim. not zero, but... slim