Experiment Whump. Whumper running psychological experiments on whumpee until whumpee cant tell fiction from reality, what Whumper really means vs Whats just a test, etc.
Nothing I do now can undo the impact of my words from when I was a kid, so I don't feel bad for myself because they were still my own actions and they were wrong and hurtful, and the real victims are the people that have to hear the things I said,