i am still healing now. I don’t just mean healing from toxic relationships or heartbreaks. I am healing from the mistakes I made, from my family issues, friendship issues, failing myself, from disappointments, from expectations I couldn’t reach because I was too focused on (1/3)
People talk about how great it is to leave a toxic relationship & how happy you are after but nobody talks about how difficult it is to unlearn all the toxic traits you develop over time & how hard it is to trust & be in healthy relation w/out overthinking about every lil thing
The thing about having "guns" as your hobby, is that if my hobby had turned into the number one reason of death for children, I would just find another hobby.