@SillyviStuff I’ve been there and indeed it screws you mentally, to me it made me hoard stuff even tho we were doing better. Nowadays I’m on a way better position but still have a tendency to hoard things, or overthink if I am spending too much and worrying over every dime
@SillyviStuff I like to support them regardless, a bit parasocial sorry but it’s like a friend, you support them regardless of how it’s going, you just want to see them shine and be happy when they achieve their goals. I like to see them grow regardless of how much time it takes
I love MTG but the fandom is very insufferable sometimes, between the UB hate and the annoyingly mindset that every card should be evaluated against the format Meta. Jank maybe sucks, but I love seeing obscure brews pop off, not everything should be win on turn 3 or else it sucks