@allie__voss Its fucking soul crushing. I had a similar experience with my mum when she was deep in her addiction. Told me she wished she’d never had me as well as some other heartbreaking things. at that point I knew my dad didn’t want me either, so I felt so truly alone on this earth.
Exactly. Relationships aren’t 100%. We’re all human. Sometimes we struggle to communicate or we’re going through something really soul crushing ect but being able to sit with your partner, listen and be proud of whatever capacity they can show up for you is love to me
He’s so right. I had to tell my boyfriend something similar at one point, like “we will have far more Tuesdays together than birthdays, so we need to be good together on Tuesdays…”
@kookieintae You definitely need to sit with it and feel it all, even though it is painful. To love is never a waste and if you can love the wrong person this much, just imagine how it will be with the love of your life