Empress Sears

31 | Christian (again) | Chicago, IL

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

Ok... I'll be practicing this.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

This is about to be awesome ;)

[Jesus Loves You @John_Matthew_T]

Isaiah 60:22

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

@pravijn Watching this makes my brain feel good.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

I had a real breakthrough yesterday, and it made me better able to handle being fully present with my mother. That's a start. it means that when I meet you, husband, I'll be able to be fully present. No lies. No performing. Real companionship. Thank God.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

I was an atheist from ages 14-30. 16 years where I could have had even more support from God. The resistance was so strong because I didn't even know what my deepest prayer was. I prayed to God for money 4 years ago. He showed me that what I've really needed is love.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

I had to move back into my mother's house, and I realize it was God guiding me toward forgiveness of her and realizing I'm far from perfect myself.
Then he showed me that although partnership is important, real love starts within. I'm working on loving myself.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

Just be sure of my love and my attraction to you. Just keep going.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

What am I saying? Being a wife wins, hands down.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

Product Manager of a social media website may just be my dream career (it's between that and being a wife).

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

I'll wait.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

God has instructed me to read the bible. I'll focus on that for now until I have the capacity to add more to my schedule. I'm learning to make self-care a priority. Still waiting for God to send me my husband, but patiently this time instead of trying to rush the process.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

I'm not good at math. I'm not a good programmer, I'm out of practice. I only speak English. I'm at Leviticus in my first real read of the Bible outside of what I learned in school.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

I actually love my mom a lot. And I'm so grateful to God for teaching me to forgive.

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

@elonmusk Will there still be splashdown when there are passengers aboard? Or is the idea to make starship fully reusable like Falcon Heavy?

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

@elonmusk ☺️

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

Are you ok, @elonmusk?

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

The truth.

[✞ Richard ✞ @Richard_gh1]

"I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved."

John 10:9

[Empress Sears @EmpressSears]

@pinkamaniaa I think I have a hole where anger should be but there is despair. Anger needs a target, but despair doesn't. Anger is healthier than despair because you can work through it. Despair tells you "Don't even try to name me or deal with me, just rot." Despair is death.

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