I'm stressed cause i don't wanna be bald :(( i don't wanna shave my head but it just keeps getting matted and i have split ends cause i don't have the energy to do my hair every damn week I'm SICK
like i used to believe i suffered constantly because of bad karma but you can't convince me karma is what keeps people like me on the brink of suicide while actual murderers and slave owners get to live a lavish life until it inevitably falls down like what
i was so thrown off i don't even remember if i asked her about the anesthesia or not but AH why do they assume inserting something inside your body is going to be painless for everyone
i strongly feel that she was autistic which is why i didn't say anything but as an autistic that usually hears the electrical buzzing i literally didn't even know it eas on until she turned it off (they're usually off unless i turn them on)
i used canned pears and frozen strawberries so its not as sweet as I'd like, and adding more sugar reactivated the yeast so i ended up with stronger wine instead of sweeter wine, but I'll have at least two bottles for my birthday and that's what counts
i want a whole new aesthetic i wanna learn how to do my makeup and get a whole new wardrobe and redecorate my entire life and i cant cause everything costs fucking money and i thought changing my hair would be the one thing i can do but instead I'm crying
Being angry at yourself. Cause you feel like youโre wasting valuable time. you want to be able to fix things but canโt. you canโt even explain to someone else why youโre feeling the way you are.