Lou 🦦 relapse era

20, she/her, ana-b/p ~ sw: 52.2 kg, cw: 37.2 kg, lw: 35.5 kg ugw: 34 kg | 156cm, bmi 15.3

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

(bodycheck) May -> June
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the way that I'm 10 lbs lighter but there's basically no visible change 🤡

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

@miley22monkey idk what the science is but I think anorexics just naturally have an extra layer of misery in their eyes compared to everyone else 😭

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

my ana face was absolutely devious 💀💀

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

@sealcatrae thank you so much for asking 😭😭🥰 i've been doing a little better recently!

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

me when i drink too much water while purging and it goes fucking everywhere

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

@_ferina__ you just like me fr 😭😭😭😭

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

@dunnesmadchen real asf 😭😭 the shame is the worst part. something my ed therapist said that's really stuck with me is "eating disorders thrive on shame"

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

this whole "biggest back moments" trend is making me think a lot more mfs have binge eating disorder than i thought 💀

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

chewing and spitting you will always be famous!! 😌🤞🥰

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

@starvingisabel if its not nailed down i'm eating it 🥰

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

you could abandon me in the middle of an uninhabited desert and my greedy ass would still find something to binge on

[Nic @hell0kittycalz]

"i wonder why my weight loss is so slow"
also me any time my weight goes down the slightest

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

just watched a video of myself exercising 💀

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

@lavenderkcals i totally 100% understand what you're saying but you honestly look AMAZING in the right pictures no word of a lie

[sam 🎧 @changkyuncals]

do you ever feel guilty for not feeling guilty for eating too much

[lani @brainlessspider]

me watching my personality fade away in an effort to become skinny

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

i haven't been hating myself enough lately........ this calls for a to the bone rewatch

[Lou 🦦 relapse era @Enchanted_Lou]

@pinkkcalorie @kymielovelies one time on a 2 day fast my stomach growled so loudly that people 3 rows in front of me turned round to stare

[୨ৎ Yvette @pinkkcalorie]

my stomach announcing to the whole classroom that i’m on a 24 hour fast