Like just imagine mfs you grew up in the same homes with, shared all your childhood memories with one day no longer being here for the rest of your life and you can’t do shit about it….the worst heartbreak of my life.
I’m still so fkd up about my siblings….i just keep pushing daily and choose to make joy my priority but man this is the heaviest thing I’ve ever endured. It’s a certain void and loneliness I’ll never fully recover from.