Surprising that my therapist told me “to stop feeling guilty”
For the choice you made that make other uncomfortable
For the boundaries you drawn that push people away
And to start giving me space, uncompromising of others
16 days more to finish the application and the urge to finish them came in two waves: a month ago and the past few days. Well at least I’m moving towards somewhere
Buat yang masih ngerasa aman dan nganggap Indonesia saat ini tetap baik-baik saja, semoga bubble yang ngelindungin kamu segera pecah, ya. Biar kamu juga ngerasain gimana marah dan sedihnya.
There is a type of motherly affection that pushes you to the point of exhaustion, only to be pointed out everything you do is wrong, incorrect and flawed.
@KAI121
Hallow aku penumpang Agro Anggrek Lux 2 4B tujuan SBY from JKT. Mau sedikit komplen karena sepanjang perjalanan AC kursi aku bocor dan netes kemana mana huhu, tdk hanya itu dindingnya juga menunjukan rembesan air. Patut di sesali karena selain itu semuanya excellent 🥹
So i went on separate ways with this Malaysian guy. His affection was pure, delicate and shallow. But he cares sincerely and put no pretense.
Yet affection fades like aesthetically pleasing face.
At this age you realize you do no need to have a specific team to manage in order to learn management, bcs managing myself its harder than it looks from intrapersonal to interpersonal issues
This made me realize, my family is very considerate towards me, they postponed many things because it does not work with my schedule. Reluctant to contact bcs theyre afraid to interrupt my work
But work is work at the end of the day.
Why am i making it greater than it is
Damn
I’m tired, emotionally and intellectually.
Socially drain and not sure what I’m doing in life.
So many angers brewed but not sure how to resolve them.
Flunked a presentation today bcs i lack sleep and stuttered. I felt like a failure.
She said “no need you have meetings to attend right? I can do it my own”
To which i replied does your husband there with you? She said no he’s away for shooting some commercials.
I slammed my brake and said wait for me