I've been silent here a minute but just been looking back at my bookmarks and seeing what a fun time I had while it lasted. To those I had met, still so grateful for y'all. It's insane how far I've come even as a human since casting and for that I am forever forever grateful.
Again, I’m not done per se. but I’m way more removed and I’ve settled just fine with the reality that I likely won’t be a career caster. That’s ok with me. Genuinely. It’s a good hobby and it has brought me some invaluable skills I hold with me for life.
I’ve still got big goals but I don’t think I can meet them financially and socially in the casting realm at this moment in my life. It’s so difficult already to land big opportunities and going to events has already been hard enough financially too hence why I haven’t attended.
The desire being to be in a social sphere that I hadn’t been in any other point in my life and in fulfilling ways like I’m finally having now. This is that slowdown that I was worried would happen with my casting experience but one that I don’t bitterly welcome.
From there, I will further be consumed with the tasks of college and the social life I am so damn eager to engage in. Many of you that I had previously been close with have of course noticed that I’ve moved away from the online space. And I want to provide this desire as a reason
The reality is that I just finished my last day of high school on Friday and I graduate beginning of June. Then I have a summer filled with experiences that I have only dreamed to be able to happen in my life. Then, I move down to Florida and start an entire new clean slate.
I’m not trying to make this tweet to sound like I’m finished with casting. That’s just not what I’m trying to say I don’t think. The direction I’m moreso trying to go with this is an explanation on why I haven’t been. And I’m also trying to explain that it will continue that way.
Life has been feeling so right currently. I’m at this moment where the things I had been escaping from through casting no longer exist. I finally have in my real life what I had been searching for. I’m feeling less lost than I have ever been at any point in my life.