You might have noticed that I added a new link in bio a few days ago.
It's my own #onlinejournal and #mentalhealthblog. No need to subscribe to it tho!
Anyways, it's just a dump for my raw thoughts c:
P.S I have a new entry for today!
Both my mental and physical health have plummeted and it's been so hard for me to cope. I honestly have no idea how to cope anymore. i want to disappear in a sense that I wanna escape all of this and run away from responsibilities to take a break.
I've been struggling a lot lately over the past few months and it's been affecting my studies to the point that I've never done any schoolworks/activities/homeworks ever since 2nd sem started.
Two of my profs were kind enough to reach out to me and check up on me, They even extended deadlines but why the heck did I still have the audacity to not submit any? ugh whatever, I'm getting zeroes and I couldn't care less anymore. I've been so demotivated to do anything.
Having a soft heart in this world is both ignorant yet incredibly courageous. Ignorant because you allow people to pass through your walls after they’ve hurt you so many times, yet courageous to know that even if they hurt you again, things always get better.
—anon
art: ayepixel
"If we're really serious about tackling this mental health problem as a country, it means rolling up our sleeves and taking down the barriers that prevent people from getting the help they need (...) even people different than us."
This year, pat yourself in the back. Thank yourself. Not because you've fulfilled the promises you made at the start of the year but for once, just give yourself the appreciation it deserves. For choosing to change, for choosing to live, for picking yourself up, for being you.
No, Filipinos are not resilient. In fact we are the most vulnerable. We are exploited to the point that we have set the standards so low that the government programmed our minds that complaining is synonymous to demanding an accountability. We are not resilient. Not like this.