But as soon as I start thinking about everything I have to study, how much time Iโve already wasted, how many subjects I have, and how much I need to catch up on, I start feeling way too much pressure.
The odd stares from strangers who wish, as I would, to wear the bold bright jacket with and unsanctimonious skirt. and what if I were worth the effort?
I just imagine doing things together like everyone else like going to the mall or the movies or out to eat and I try to keep it normal but my mind takes it to places like dating and stuff.