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EST.92
Taurus 🐂
IG : @errusr

[ER' @Errusr_05]

u can have breathe even for a moment. that's okay, right ? We'll try again later whatever fvkin' it is.

[Cardi B @iamcardib]

Why you keep bringing up my album?? It’s not the gag that you think it is..You been in the game like 16 years.. you need to compare yourself to YOUR peers that started around YOUR time. Rihanna, Taylor swift, Drake…those are the numbers you need to be competing wit and you can’t cuz you doing lower than all of them… I was in high school when you came out wtf is you comparing yourself to me for???

[ER' @Errusr_05]

FYP At Tiktok ;

"Kabarnya ada seorang anak muda yg mengakhiri hidupnya dg cara melompat dr jembatan, dan mirisnya lagi sblm lompat dia sempat nge cutter nadinya dulu"

Gua : "dan kebetulannya nya lagi, di belkng rumah jg ada jembatan, cutter jg punya 😮‍💨"

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Jadi manusia itu gak perlu sempurna.
Kalau bisa ngamuk, ya knp harus sabar? ya kan, gassss dong..!!

#unhealthy

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Thinking back to times before i started noticing. Is it really selfish, i just want to be myself. So look at you now, i take a bow, thanks for all the lessons learned. Showing me how we would end up, play with fire, you get burned.

I’m better on my own 🩶

#31 #proudwhoim

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Dia hnya menjadi dirinya sendiri, dia baik, dia manis, dia pekerja keras, hari" nya berat ya tuhan. Tolong lapangkan hatinya , buatlah dia senyum meski cuma beberpa detik. dktkan dia dg org yg bermanfaat, tolong beritahu semesta alam selalu menjaganya. i luv u

Talking to my self

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Pria gila yang jiwanya udah mati, namun hidupnya terlihat baik" saja.
Berjaga lewat malam, ngelamun, denger lagu di list favorite.
Tapi gak ada satu org pun yg mampu melihat betapa ngeri mentalnya :)

#pain #justme

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Lu pikir gua ngelawak krna gua humoris?? enggak men, gua stresss..!

[ER' @Errusr_05]

I'm tired to explain my side, so i accept that all off it was my fault.

#pain #myfault #errusr

[ER' @Errusr_05]

"Jadilah dirimu sendiri tanpa campur tangan orang lain"

tiba" menjadi orang yg diam dan menjadi dingin.

Dan bukan tugasku utk membuat mereka paham, lagi pula bagian mana mereka ingin pahami?

simpan energi mu utk hal yg gak perlu harus km lakukan.

-Remind me-

#errusr

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Gua memilih kesepian untuk tenang, sepi gua bukan perihal sendiri. tapi sepi gua perihal tentang hati yg gak akan gua biarkan sakit. and just enough..
that's point is true!!

#errusr

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Di saat pikiran gua lagi kacau dan se ancur"nya. disitulah mood pendiam gua muncul like gak ada ujungnya, dan lebih keren nya lagi bisa "bermetamorfosis" kek patung.

#errusr

[ER' @Errusr_05]

setiap org punya perjuangan nya masing", ada masa kelam yg pernah di hadapi, ada trauma yg mungkin sampai sekrg masih sering menghampiri.
ada senyum dan tawa yg ternyata hanya utk org lain supaya agar terlihat baik"saja.
kita tdk pernah tau apa yg di alami seseorang.

#errusr

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Dad always told me, "Dont you cry when your down"
But mum, there's a tear every time that i blink.
im in pieces, its tearing me up, but i know..
a heart thats broke is a heart thats been loved.

your self, your home.

#errusr

[ER' @Errusr_05]

pov : when your feeling like a stressing , overthinking and panic attack.
let's trying do this ;
swipe your finger to your chest a few times. while saying "im sorry to myself, my body, and my mind"

this your make be better.

#ERRUSR #goodnight #selfcare

[ER' @Errusr_05]

I used to always try to give my best, even to the second I always chose that.
and then, somehow I seem like to be fortifying myself like a high walls :(

#ERRUSR

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Thank god, i do that's.
so many nights in trouble make me whats happen this here (my mind).

trying to fight my fears and i know i can do this right!?
finally, one from the other problem is case closed!!

i'm trying to breathing 😮‍💨

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Diungkapkan percuma dunia cuma perduli dg yg tampak nyata, tanpa tau bahwa yg benar" nyata samar terlihatnya.

#ERRUSR

[ER' @Errusr_05]

Meskipun gua sering merasa kesepian, sendiri, tapi gua tidak pernah mencari kenyamanan pada orang lain.

the best damn thing when you have full believe for your self, and i think it's so great! 🤍

#ERRUSR #grateful