Mashallah, Just a couple of minutes after I tweeted that frustration post, I received a message at 11 pm saying that they have accepted my application. I thought I didn't get the job but alhamdulillah . Allah always helps me even though I was never worthy. alhamdulillah
I'm tired. I've been working without a rest for months. I don't remember how many times I had to pull an all nighter for this company. All of my team members get to rest on the weekend, they didn't even bother to do overtime because they left everything to me. They're not tired.
Now she's in a state of sadness. She's thinking that she will never be good enough. I wish nothing but the best for her and may she find someone that makes her feel like she's number one.
The more I see her post, the more I realize how wrong I was about her. I always thought of her as a prodigy. A girl that lives in this world in easy mode. Turns out she was not perfect,she had regrets,she made mistakes,she was blaming herself and she cried at night as well..
That was so stupid of me to think that she was the perfect girl. I should've treated her like normal, ask her how her day was and see her on equal footing. If I did that then maybe things would work out differently. I wish I could turn back time
I just sent my drawing to this lalamove kid and he asked me, a stranger to pray for him. He's going to propose to his girl's parents later and he felt nervous. Seeing young love really makes my day.. Tq and gud luck kid
Alright, my heart's broken, I'm tired,broke and lonely
But at least I finally finished my reports and can finally go to bed. Plus manyu just won.
What a great way to start the week