Esme

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

Some days it’s so hard to fall asleep.

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

I once read that grief was like the ocean because sometimes the water is calm and other times it can be overwhelming, and honestly I couldn’t agree more.

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

They say time heals and I have also said the same phrase to others but right now that sounds impossible to me. Bc grief is so difficult that shit comes in waves one day you’re fine and the other you’re a complete mess.

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

Life has been extra difficult lately and honestly I don’t even know how I have been able to cope and “pull through”. Emotionally drained but super blessed to have my momma by my side.

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

Love waking up to the sound of birds chirping🤍 so peaceful.

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

In disbelief... The world lost a beautiful soul today, how is this even happening right now

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

Tomorrow my family will finally be complete and for that, I will be eternally grateful with god 💫🙏.

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

My family and I had it rough towards the end of the year and my sister couldn’t be with us because we didn’t want her family to get sick. Times were dark for me as I saw my parents health decline but there is always light at then end of the tunnel...

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

I get to finally hug and see my sister and nephew tmr. It’s been almost two years that I haven’t been able to hug them and let me just tell you that emotionally I am a hot mess.

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

Thank god for Apple Pay literally had no gas and my wallet stayed home! Was legit on a verge of a panic attack.

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

Hopeful

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

Olive (5yo): Esme I am really excited about Joe Biden.

Me: Yes my little Olive yess!

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

Now I remember why I stopped wearing white.... lol

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

Started off my morning with a huge ass stain of coffee on my white shirt 😩

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

Tea and catching up with this months book 📖🫖

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

I missed the rain but not the thunder...

[james lately @jameslately]

#Michigan this morning was like... https://t.co/YEhVVqLTuv

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

So grateful for this girl @_marthaah thank you thank you thank you for today

[Esme @EsmeStephanie]

What a fucking morning.