At some point you just have to tell people, I love you, but I am no longer interested in the kind of life you have to offer me, and because of that I have to let you go. I am not asking you to change. You can keep doing what you want, you just cannot do that with me anymore.
the angry daughter. the unlovable, the backup friend. the over sensitive one, the mirrorball. the forgotten birthday. the least favourite child. but somehow the most needed. the burnout daughter.
gentle love is so weird, like wdym you’re not mad at me bc i’m overthinking, wdym your not mad at me bc i’m reacting badly. i expect you to get annoyed but you don’t. your just patient & not bothered at all. no one’s ever loved me like this
I’m weighed down with others burdens and I’m sick of it.
Why am I the shoulder. I didn’t ask to be this. Why am I responsible for everyone else???
Why do you think you can always manipulate me into making moves I shouldn’t be obligated to make???
I hate everyone.
people think depression means your sad and crying all the time. depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think , i don't respond to things , nothing is interesting , i just feel empty. not sad , just blank. i have a lot of days like this and they are hard .