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I'm back for the 4th time

[س @EsssHaych]

عید کے دن نہ سہی۔۔۔
خیر سہی!
عید کے بعد۔۔
ہم نے تو عید منانی ہے؛ تیری دید کے بعد!

عید مبارک!

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Living my answered dua's, mummy to 2 beautiful boys ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّٰهِ

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میرا کون ہے تیرے سوا جاناں؟ مدد یا رسول اللہ

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making a 10% overpayment on the mortgage is the best way to start the year 🤌

[أنس الشريف Anas Al-Sharif @AnasAlSharif0]

This is my will and my final message. If these words reach you, know that Israel has succeeded in killing me and silencing my voice. First, peace be upon you and Allah’s mercy and blessings.

Allah knows I gave every effort and all my strength to be a support and a voice for my people, ever since I opened my eyes to life in the alleys and streets of the Jabalia refugee camp. My hope was that Allah would extend my life so I could return with my family and loved ones to our original town of occupied Asqalan (Al-Majdal). But Allah’s will came first, and His decree is final. I have lived through pain in all its details, tasted suffering and loss many times, yet I never once hesitated to convey the truth as it is, without distortion or falsification—so that Allah may bear witness against those who stayed silent, those who accepted our killing, those who choked our breath, and whose hearts were unmoved by the scattered remains of our children and women, doing nothing to stop the massacre that our people have faced for more than a year and a half.

I entrust you with Palestine—the jewel in the crown of the Muslim world, the heartbeat of every free person in this world. I entrust you with its people, with its wronged and innocent children who never had the time to dream or live in safety and peace. Their pure bodies were crushed under thousands of tons of Israeli bombs and missiles, torn apart and scattered across the walls.

I urge you not to let chains silence you, nor borders restrain you. Be bridges toward the liberation of the land and its people, until the sun of dignity and freedom rises over our stolen homeland. I entrust you to take care of my family. I entrust you with my beloved daughter Sham, the light of my eyes, whom I never got the chance to watch grow up as I had dreamed.

I entrust you with my dear son Salah, whom I had wished to support and accompany through life until he grew strong enough to carry my burden and continue the mission.

I entrust you with my beloved mother, whose blessed prayers brought me to where I am, whose supplications were my fortress and whose light guided my path. I pray that Allah grants her strength and rewards her on my behalf with the best of rewards.

I also entrust you with my lifelong companion, my beloved wife, Umm Salah (Bayan), from whom the war separated me for many long days and months. Yet she remained faithful to our bond, steadfast as the trunk of an olive tree that does not bend—patient, trusting in Allah, and carrying the responsibility in my absence with all her strength and faith.

I urge you to stand by them, to be their support after Allah Almighty. If I die, I die steadfast upon my principles. I testify before Allah that I am content with His decree, certain of meeting Him, and assured that what is with Allah is better and everlasting.

O Allah, accept me among the martyrs, forgive my past and future sins, and make my blood a light that illuminates the path of freedom for my people and my family. Forgive me if I have fallen short, and pray for me with mercy, for I kept my promise and never changed or betrayed it.

Do not forget Gaza… And do not forget me in your sincere prayers for forgiveness and acceptance.

Anas Jamal Al-Sharif
06.04.2025

This is what our beloved Anas requested to be published upon his martyrdom.

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ایناں اکھیاں رونا اودھو سکھائے
جدو واقف تیریاں بنیاں

غلام فریدا رونا اودھو مکسی
جدوں وجیاں کفن دیاں تھریاں!

[س @EsssHaych]

جا دس دے دلبر ماھی نو
میتھو یار بھلایا جاندا نئ

سر رکھ کے یار دے قدمان وچ
سر فیر اٹھایا جاندا نئ

میرا دل اک اے
میری جان اک اے

میرا دین اک اے
میرا ایمان اک اے

جدوں رب رسول قرآن اک اے
دوجا یار بنایا جاندا نئ!

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finally back to my pre baby weight, 2 years later 🥴

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gives me the ick when people say 'hubby'

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Anyone else's toddler boy obsessed with cleaning? I expected my house to be filled with toy cars not cleaning sets and toy vaccums 🤣

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daal chaawal with salmon is such a good combination, oh my days🤌

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My 27 weeker 2lb baby starts nursery tomorrow 😭 where did the time go?!

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Didn't know whiplash could be SO awful until I experienced it 🥴 الحمد لله could have been a lot worse

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Purchased the viral anua heartleaf pore control cleansing oil and the anua heartleaf quercetinol deep cleansing foam... WOW! I can see why they're both viral products. Only after a few uses, my pores have visibly reduced and skin feels so smooth. Would definitely repurchase.

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Korean skincare review (skin type sensitive combination)
1. Oil based cleanser - I'm using the skin1004 oil. Love it! So lightweigh, extracts excess sebum so well, emulsifies very easily too. Sebaceous filaments reduced significantly, skin is soo smooth, pores appear smaller.

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5. SPF - using the skin1004 hyalu-cica water fit sun serum. Absolutely obsessed with it!! The Korean spf hype is so real!! So lightweight, absorbs into the skin so nicely, matte finish. No white cast, doesn't sting eyes, and not greasy. Love it so much!!

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@maryam_a_ Whattt 😳 no way

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matar pilau is the perfect desi side dish 🤌

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Day 2 of trying to get my co sleeping toddler to sleep in his own cot and in his own room... I feel like I'm back in the newborn trenches 🤧

[Healing Of The Hearts -شفاء القلوب @ShifaaQulub]

The Janaza of Shaykh Maroof Hussain Shah Naushahi Qadri رحمه الله . A huge scholar from Bradford and a man who propagated for freedoms for Muslims back when the first big groups arrived in the 50s and 60s. The Shaykh built many mosques and libraries and propagated Islam to all.

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It was 10/10, deffo worth it

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currently in the kitchen cooking pepes chicken and rice with garlic mayo at this time, bcos of tiktok 🥴