Lily 🪷🕊️

Silent observer of a noisy universe🍂⏳

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

In books, we dream and we learn. In a quite corners, with a comfy weather feat music, we explore. Every unfold papers, stories await. Every pages whisper a new world. And in the other universe I found peace.

- 2024.

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

It’s been 8 months. 6 bulan awak pilih diamkan diri and pantau saya dalam diam je😔

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

Normalise cutting off all the free access that was given to people who don’t even worth it. As I started to prioritise my inner peace beyond anything. Once you left, please don’t bother coming back. There is no such a second chance in my dictionary nor vocabulary.

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

I didn’t deserve that bro. I didn’t deserve.

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

It’s been 7 months baby🫂

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

Last year, time time macam ni sedang menghitung hari for miracle. Little did she know the miracle was really happening. Just hope there is also miracle for both of us this year🫠😭

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

2 weeks to go, just hope that there will be a miracle for both of us.

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

Met the best version of myself that long gone after I met him. Now that he left, how am I supposed to live with the glimpse of him in every chapter?

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

“How do you know that you love him”

After the betrayal I was supposed to hate him, instead I still pray the good things for him.

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

How can you be so ruthless? No words. No goodbyes. You just left. Leaving me with so many question in my head.

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

Tertanya; lelaki pernah menyesal tak sakitkan hati perempuan yang ikhlas dengan dia?

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

We started with chess, ended with chess🫂 and how painful it is to play it without you.

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

Playing chess everytime i miss him🫂

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

As anak no3;
I have no one to stood beside me. I tak de orang yang boleh pertahankan I. I seorang yang soft-hearted. I trained myself untuk jadi baran sebab itu je protection yang I ada untuk diri I. Sorry if I’ve ever been harsh to you😔.

Peluk jauh untuk semua anak no3🫂

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

Plot twistnya, umur 21 kena ghosting🥲

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

Umur 18 Allah tunjuk yang ciri-ciri lelaki kita nak tu wujud tapi fictional. Umur 19 Allah tunjuk lelaki tu wujud in real life. Umur 20 dipertemukan maybe hehe.

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

10 tahun tunggu, at the end kita jugak kena mengalah. Kita juga kena rela lepaskan dia pada perempuan lain🫂

[🌷. @daisyydreamms]

How embarrassing is it to text someone while you are being emotional, only to be ghosted for days.. nothing stings more than realizing your vulnerability was met with indifference..

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

I was never this disappointed before

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

Rasa macam bodo pulak, hari hari tunggu notification dia🫂

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

Trying to hold myself from reach him was the hardest. This feeling was never this loud before “)

[Lily 🪷🕊️ @EsteLyraa]

If I could turn back time, I wouldn't have looked into your eyes back then