COVID, it’s a cardiovascular disease, I thought this was common knowledge. Recovering from the initial symptoms don’t erase the irreparable damage to our hearts
I really owe myself an apology. For staying in places where I felt I wasn't wanted, but chose to hold on anyway. For trying to fix bonds that were already dead. For putting people first who would never have done the same for me. I knew better, but I kept giving chances. I kept showing up for folks who didn't appreciate me. So now I'm holding myself accountable, because I should.
I want someone to choose me. To be all in. I want someone to share their fears with me, their victories, their hopes and dreams. I want a genuine, slow, soft love. I want to grow with them. I want them to want “us” as badly as I do.