Not gonna sad post fully but I just hate losing and wish I had some nerds who cared/wanted to cheer me on/help me when I lose LMAO. Miss carpools. Want more nerds around who care. That is all
Not gonna say I'm sad cause I'm not. I'm incredibly happy with my ability to handle nerves and stay composed enough to be at least somewhat proud of the melee I'm putting on the screen.
On the plus side, I will most likely have slippi files for the set vs kalvar ๐ค lesson time!
Damn. Still definitely the best I've done at a major but I'm still wanting more. Almost took a game off kalvar but just wasn't quite there today to do more. I'm trying to find a balance of being proud of myself while also acknowledging that this is not enough. I will Keep going.
Goddamn I don't know if I've ever been this frustrated before.
Just disappointed in my inability to overcome barriers. --- especially when they seem arbitrarily applied to me!
Feeling weak. And poor.
It's been hard to see the value in the effort lately.
I can't wait to be in a place where I lose regularly at locals again.
It's not even an ego thing I just miss being challenged this often. Feel like it helps me learn to accept the process more than just winning every week does. Just want more gamers around often pls :(((
I still feel like this IF I'm playing like shit.
I can claim that the effort is the value but the ego side of me wants the fucking box checked so bad I just try in stupid desperate greedy ways.
Tired of being undisciplined in melee. I either need to be fucking doing it or not
rankings and tournament classifications have rotted people's brains
who cares if events are majors or nationals or regionals. people are trying their asses off regardless
get involved and get engaged. cheer for who you like and boo who you dont
just enjoy the experience man
@Lucky7sMelee Really cool, but compared to supermajor, it seems to be missing a LOT of tournament data rn. Excited for the future but will continue using supermajor for now