Clary Fairchild

They’re here right now? But I’m wearing a T-shirt that says ‘Unicorn Power’. |Parody | RP21+ | TMI | TDA | #Cᴏʀʀᴜᴘᴛ|

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

It’s love that makes you stronger. Love makes you fight harder for what you want.

TMI | TDA | RP21+ | Rune Creator | Stubborn | Sarcastic | Artistic | Willingly goes to extreme lengths | Quick thinking | Dark/mature themes | SLs/banter

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@NaturalBlondeW -- through the motions, knowing however that I would have to pull myself together at some point and formulate a plan.

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@NaturalBlondeW -- like I still had Jace, not with his current disposition which screamed Jonathan more than anything else.

“Not really.”

Not even bothering to offer so much as a forced smile.

“I'm gonna go take a shower.”

Rising from the bed, feet moved as if on autopilot, simply going --

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@NaturalBlondeW -- coffee.

He shouldn't care about coffee or pancakes, he should be raging at the world for the loss of his family.

Instead of drawing his attention to all of that, what would be the point? I simply uttered words of gratitude that I didn't feel.

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@NaturalBlondeW -- protest.

With nothing else to do, I simply sat and waited for Jace to return. When he did, a mood didn't exactly improve.

My entire heart ached for the loss experienced the day before, meanwhile Jace had sauntered in seemingly well proud that he had been able to find --

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@LethalFoe -- starting to sense that his generosity was running out and I didn't wish to be around when it was officially gone.

"I don't remember ever seeing you but then again I can have tunnel vision when it comes to my art."

Offering a weak smile.

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

Revelations.

| @LethalFoe |

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@LethalFoe Nodding since I didn't really have anything else to say, I began walking again, deciding that it was simply better to make it home sooner than later. After all once I stepped into a home then my companion was free to go and continue his night as he pleased.

Besides I was --

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@NaturalBlondeW -- comprehending the emotions themselves.

"Something like that."

It was easier to keep an answer vague, explanations would just waste his time and mine.

Wiping beneath my eyes with my thumbs, removing the tears that lingered there.

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@NaturalBlondeW The broken silence saw me move, pulling away from Jace to sit upright. There was no way to explain that the dream had been sadly comforting, that waking up into this nightmare was what truly caused my heart to ache beyond measure. He was incapable of feeling it, of --

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@NaturalBlondeW -- alone, there was no one left on my side, no one to back me up.

For the first time, I missed the life I lived before, carefree, ignorant of the Shadow World and the responsibility that came with being a Shadowhunter.

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@NaturalBlondeW -- slither of comfort, a betrayal of the faith and trust my friends had placed in me?

There wasn't an answer to that, at least not one I dared to think on too long, not when I still had to survive a brother and save Jace. Only now I had the added weight of doing that all --

[─ ; Herondale, Jace @NaturalBlondeW]

My parabatai and I are *both* filthy perverts.

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@LethalFoe -- home with a coffee and some art supplies."

Way to make myself sound like the most boring person on the planet, yet I liked what I liked, there shouldn't be any shame in that.

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@LethalFoe -- friends, not when they had to drag him out in the first place. To monopolize his time and attention would be a level of selfishness that even I wouldn't attempt.

"To places like that?"

Pointing back to the club.

"It's not really my idea of a good time. I'm more at --

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@NaturalBlondeW -- didn't speak, I didn't have anything to say, not when my current company wouldn't be able to comprehend the pain I felt.

[Clary Fairchild @EtherealRunes]

@NaturalBlondeW -- of my slumber.

When I did wake it was to tear stained cheeks and a heart that seemed to break all over again in my chest as I was forced to acknowledge the truth of a situation.

My hand fisted in Jace's top, drawing comfort while he was incapable of extending any. I --