eupd.mama

My journey through motherhood and my recovery from mental illness and addiction.

Mama of 3 girls
EUPD/BPD, depression and anxiety
Addiction struggles

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

Hey everyone, so this is my first tweet! I'm going through an incredibly tough time and I'm hoping that sharing my stories will help with my recovery. #mentalhealthrecovery #eupd #bpd #family #depression #anxiety

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

I'm lying in a hospital bed tonight after a failed suicide attempt and I can't stop wishing it had worked. Living is so hard #SuicideAwareness #SuicidePrevention #bpd #mentalhealth

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

I really messed up! My baby is now living with her dad and he won't speak to me. I'm in agony #heartbroken #EUPD #bpdawareness #MentalHealthAwareness

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

@BorderlineMe1 You totally should! X

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

Who's spending some time self caring today? I'm with a friend driving through the Scottish Highlands, admiring the autumn colours whilst knitting for my baby girl. #loveyourself #selfcare

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

@BorderlineMe1 Haha I totally get that! I've been knitting since I was 7 and still don't think I'm great but I love it. I have a huge stash plus patterns but all in storage right now. 😓

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

@BorderlineMe1 Definitely! They'll look fab. I love mixing different colours and plys to create something totally unique.

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

@BorderlineMe1 Me too. When my anxiety gets bad I can't hold my hands still and knitting gives me something to do with them. I could honestly spend all day at it!xx

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

@BorderlineMe1 Oh I absolutely love them! Is that wool or a man made yarn? You're really talented. Xx

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

Feeling so incredibly hopeless and having constant panic attacks this week. Bought this @matthaig1 book today in #waterstones who's read it and what do you think? #selfhelp #depression #suicideawareness #mentalhealth

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

When you have nothing left what can you lose? #BPD #BPDAWARENESS #mentalhealth

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

I was just sexually assaulted. My ex who isnt really an ex doesn't believe me. Who do I turn to? I'm broken.

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

@BpdNymph So true!!!

[𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒂🌙 @BpdNymph]

All these people saying that people who suffer from BPD are manipulative. Bitch I am a dumbass who overshares and loves people intensely and blindly. Everyone can see right through me, who tf can I manipulate?? It’s a lot more likely that I get manipulated.

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

It turns out that when your Pyschiatrist or GP tells you to go out and take a walk to improve your #mentalhealth that they're actually right. Get outside folks and enjoy some #selfcare #Autumn #fall #BPD #Scotland #EUPD

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

Enjoyed some self care today. I took my 18 month old for a long walk finished by tea and cake. Love this time of year...so many beautiful colours outside #BPDChat #bpdawareness #SelfCareTogether #MentalHealthAwareness

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

How was everyone's weekend? Weekends can be so hard for me...everyone else seem to have fun plans and I'm usually alone #BPDChat #EUPD #bpdawareness

[eupd.mama @EupdMama]

@Andrinacake Thank you xx