they did soothe him when he imagined a place he could work towards. a place where he was content and free to learn among surroundings that didn't crush and poison him as he attempted to think. but was this it? was an industry of interrupted thought all his life now had?
T“he cards therefore suggest a tension between the desire for emotional connection and the fear of losing one'sSHow can I remain myself while completely giving myself to someone?”
ymbolically, the greatest tension does not seem to be “I don't want a relationship,” but rather: