It’s a new era.
God about to give me what I’ve been wanting. Can’t believe he been hearing me fr.
About to free me from the shit I been dying to be free from.
Alright. Letting my pops lame ass take all his furniture with em and etc….
Imma buy everything brand new in the and really hook it up the way I wanted to in the first place.
Moral of the story to any of my followers who are parents.
Let your children know that you love em and continue to show up for em in ways they can’t even imagine.
It’s like once I turned 18 he ain’t give af.
Just provided me with a roof over my head as I raised myself.
I ain’t smoked weed in ten weeks.
But today…. Imma roll tf up.
I won’t go back to being the stoner that I was because that’s just not good for the lifestyle anymore.
But today.????
Hand me a fucking leaf dawg.
Helped him so much.
But before I was an educator he left to Miami to get married to a woman who ain’t give af about em…
I asked him for 150$ just to keep the lights on the nigga said he ain’t got it. & left me to deal w it.
I never asked that man for shit again.
FUCK EM.
Mind you… he left the house we were at and I took over the bills and this bitch still up and running like the program supposed to. I kept this shit together on my own.
Milwaukee is so spiritually draining.
I’m trying to act this exam so that I could go. Imam just continue to pray on it man.
The moment I do… mfs won’t even be able to catch my shadow the way I’m out this mf.
I know God said to honor thy mother and father…..
But my father is truly a hoe ass nigga and I could never be like him..
Never came to my sport events, high school graduation he left w his bitch and ain’t even spend time w me after..
Grown ass fell behind in bills.. I HELPED
But it’s okay. God got me.
I GOT ME.
idgaf if I look by my side and see nobody there. This shit was built off of me and ain’t nobody about to take credit for it.
I’m fucking torn bro.
I’m the only one In The family who can be a doctor…
All of my cousins either was In Jail and hindered their life or literally in jail….
Family full of trappers.
I BROKE THE FUCKING CODE.
My own father.
Me being who I am is not enough…
& when I set boundaries I’m disrespectful.
I’m about ready to cross this nigga outta my life for good and idgaf.