mai

࿐ ˚ . ✦ she/they

[mai @F00L4LOUIS]

wow this is making me feel way more than I expected

[gabs.✦ ݁˖ @94spetal]

“zouis reunion” “larry reunion” “1d reunion” how about u have a reunion w ur psychiatrist or something bc there’s something wrong w u

[lari (pcd’s version) 🇧🇷🏎️⚽️ @alwaysloml]

zayn has stage anxiety, niall had to perform with his leg in a cast, louis had his confidence so attacked that he thought he couldn’t be solo, liam hated being alone in his hotel room cause they were locked in their room. don’t ask me to feel sorry for simon cowell.

[sara ❀ @loucuddie]

louis should be allowed to punch a person who works for the british media every day, they’ve never had any kind of respect for him

[allison ໑̣ @alwaysthislou]

I just saw someone saying Harry was rude because they asked for a photo (and of course rightfully so) he said no. The fucking audacity people have to not only go and go against Liam’s family wishes but to go and ask for a photo?!!? This isn’t a meet and greet it’s a FUNERAL

[🍂 @Lovandfear]

If only you knew

[elora ౨ৎ @sonnyangelrry]

treating a funeral like it’s some red carpet event is absolutely disgusting, dehumanising, and appalling. i feel sick.

[Niall Horan @NiallOfficial]

Let not repost the photos from the paparazzi. Those dudes ruin everything.

[Remembering Liam Payne @ljpsupporters]

This actually feels so much worse than the day I found out. The finality is suffocating me.

[z @zjmposts]

🤍

[devira @slutforfitf]

“reunion” - FUNERAL. it’s a funeral. shut the fuck up

[n @mustbelovehoran]

all i can keep thinking about is how a band that i once called home and still do, is irreversibly broken. as parasocial as it may sound to those who don’t get it, i would not be who i am if it weren’t for all five of those boys. they’re the pillars of so many of our identities.

[casey❄️🐆 @JADEBEYLICIOUS]

the fact that paul higgins was there waiting for each of the boys as they arrived to walk them in, a familiar face who they spent so many precious years with, a man who understands what they’re going through, is so special.
protected them as teens, now protecting them as adults❤️‍🩹

[floor ◟̽◞̽ ໑̣ @Tomlinbucks]

i thought i kinda had processed what happened but i am completely back where i started right now

[Jess❯❯❯❯ ໑̣🍋 @otblouis]

I feel like I go through every stage every day

[mae is trying to heal 🌈🪐🏒 @maeintheam_]

If you're able to listen to 1d songs or even his songs right now, you're very brave in my opinion.

[elidah⁷ @lomlluciana]

Am I the only one who’s still not accepting he’s gone in deep down? i go to work, talk about it, trying to act normal around others but the voice inside of my head keep reminding me the fact he’s gone and my logical side keep denying to believe that, still not feel real