ok she ABSOLUTELY knows, shes trying to get me to eat more and is even trying to force me to eat by buying me things which is stressing me out a tad.....ill tell her on our date on friday since shell be at my house. i might also tell her about my sh relapse i dont know
i dont know if i should be outright and tell my gf about my relapse, she saw my calorie tracker already so she basically already knows. id feel really bad for stressing her out right now tho
ugh whatever. im just gonna steal alcohol from my aunt
i'm scared that this disorder will ruin my relationship with her, shes the love of my life and id give anything for her but im so scared of ruining us without even realizing
I think I’m lactose intolerant I’m in so much pain rn I’m gonna sob so hard bro is this punishment for the binge my fucking intestines are writhing in pain I’ve never felt this bad in my life