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xanax, weed, and benadryl to ward off the demons so i can sleep. this is the worst time of my life

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im gonna throwup

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does anyone know if/when the panic stops

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i'm gonna lose my mind

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auuuuuuuuughhhhhhhhh its only tuesday please

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thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday

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hey at least my life doesn't have the chance to improve for the foreseeable future

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i am in a torture realm where i sit alone every day doing fucking nothing because i don't have the will to do anything more

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everything moves so slowly

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is it time to reinstall dbd

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i wonder when i'm gonna have it in me to actually live

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unsure if finally getting around to finishing disco elysium would make me want to kill myself badly or not

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HES JUST LIKE ME FR

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iwill admit it feels nice to be unpleasant and embarrassing in this moment. i have spent so long trying to keep up appearances that being unabashedly miserable for all to see is kinda great

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therapy starts thursday. i just have to make it to thursday. just to thursday. thursday. thursday. thursday

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although tbh there is nothing to fear because nobody sees me

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I will regret using this as a vent account soon but for now let me be insane okay

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its important to get broken up with during finals week of a shitty academic year that left your gpa fucked and your social life nonexistent because how will you get the courage to take that pistol out of the garage and put it to use if that doesn't happen