3 things i don’t like when talking to me. Don’t talk to me like I’m your child . Don’t talk to me like I’m suppose to be scared of you. And never try to talk to me like I’m stupid. I get HOT quick
i actually can’t deal with the anhedonia i feel so suicidal (im not gonna do anything dw im scared of death)
i feel like a robot and i have no friends…ive completely given up. everything is so fucking boring all i do is just stare at my ceiling
like what the fuck did i even do to deserve this life? why can’t i get better no matter how hard i try. i want friends but i can’t act like a human enough to keep them
how it feels having the deep seated belief that you're inherently unlovable and insufferable so every friendship you make is just a matter of time until they get tired of you and leave
i actually feed on intelligence. i love it when people know a lot about a lot of things, such as music, films, religion, beliefs, and history. i love listening to people's opinions. i want to suck in all these smart things like a sponge.