Oh ? A truth seeker ? Or, maybe it's more apt to define you as, "truth bringer".
Cute. People only have two eyes to cover, two ears to block, and a mouth to silence. Be it song, or force, they can't tune out forever.
/ My / role in life? Great question — Thats something I've been searching for and asking myself forever.
As of now, I've dedicated myself to clearing up the mess of lies and misinformation that clouds others lives. No matter if it's through song, or more... Thorough means.
Hah, if you can make it past the "egg" stage with your life, then you really can "break out", yeah ?
You've got me curious though : If we all have a role, what do you think yours is ?
It means the world to me. The early days of any career can be rough, so... I'm just grateful those days are over.
We all have a role to serve, nepo — baby or not. Having autonomy over it is all I ask for.
@amorluxure Mm. Thank you . . . A break sounds lovely.
( Her hands taken, Nolié attempts to squeeze back. Grateful, for Val of all people to see strength in her that she cannot see herself. )
Please . . .
I just, I only want the safety you give me.
/You/ don't want to be cared for because it belittles you.
/I/ want to be cared about for more than five seconds, and comforted, and mothered where the one I was assigned failed me miserably.
@amorluxure I wonder, does that mean I'm pathetic, am I not strong enough still ..?
( An intrusive thought, violating her sense of worth, slipped out and given spoken form. )
. . . No, no it doesn't matter. I'm safest with you. I'm happiest with you.
If it's you, "peace" isn't foreign.
@amorluxure I'm sure you could.
( There's a nervous giggle that cracks out of her. )
You, um . . . help me feel safer.
Incredibly. So, so exhausting. Even though it's been years at this point.
@amorluxure ( Nolié's eyes widen slowly, not fighting it as her face is taken in hand. Her glasses even threaten to slide down her nose. )
Mmm . . .
I don't mind it, if it's you holding all the power.
( She swallows visibly, breath slowing to a crawl. )
Turns out /ambition/ needs to be bankrolled, and so, so many of us didn't get to roll out of the womb with golden spoons up our arses.
. . . Thanks though. Hope you're able to keep doing as you want, free of managers.
Sponsors are oh — soo unfortunately necessary, it makes me want to scream my lungs out.
But, I sincerely hope you can keep living for yourself in that way, and no other.