Really need help elevating my fasting game for the Apostles' Fast...any go-to recipes from wonderworkers in the kitchen? Think "single dad with barely any time to cook"; multi-hour lentil soups aren't happening. Help is appreciated.
"Thought is, as it were, a word hidden within, and word is thought which has come without...Thus also, the Father, the greatest and all-embracing Thought, has a Son, the Word, His first Interpreter and Herald." St. Dionysius of Alexandria
Abba Alonius, Desert Father (6/4): When asked one day what it means to become nothing, he replied: "It means to place oneself beneath irrational beings, and to know that they are without blame." Synaxarion of Hieromonk Makarios
St Sophia of Ainos (6/4): "[She] became the adoptive mother of...widows. She had a large stone jar of wine, which she distributed liberally to the poor. The wine in the jar never decreased and, while she kept this miracle secret, it continued..." Synaxarion of Hieromonk Makarios
Astounding, powerful prayer from St. Isaac the Syrian's Homily 16:
O Lord Jesus Christ, our God, Thou that didst weep over Lazarus, and shed tears of sorrow and compassion for him, accept the tears of my bitterness.
By Thy Passion, cure my passions.
By Thy Wounds, heal my wounds.
By Thy Blood, purge my blood; mingle the fragrance of Thy life-creating Body with my body.
Let the gall Thou didst drink at enemies’ hands sweeten my soul from the bitterness which the foe hath given me to drink.
Let Thy Body, O Friend of man, which was stretched on the Tree of the Cross, extend toward Thee mine understanding which is dragged evilly downward by demons.
Let Thy Head, which Thou didst bow on the Cross, raise up my head, which is buffeted by mine adversaries.
Let Thine all-holy Hands, which were nailed to the Cross by the unbelieving Jews, lead me out of the abyss of perdition to Thee, as Thine all-holy Mouth hath promised.
Let Thy Countenance, which received blows and spittings from accursed men, brighten my countenance, which is stained with iniquities.
Let Thy Soul, which on the Cross Thou didst commend to Thy Father, guide me to Thee by Thy grace.
I have not a mournful heart wherewith to seek Thee, I have no repentance, I have no compunction, which brings the children into their proper inheritance. O Master, I have not a comforting tear.
My mind is darkened by the affairs of this life, and hath no strength to look steadfastly toward Thee with groaning. My heart is grown cold from the multitude of temptations, and cannot warm herself with tears of love for Thee.
But Thou, my Lord and God Jesus Christ, the Treasury of good gifts, grant me thorough repentance and a sorrowing heart, that with all my soul I may go forth to seek Thee. For without Thee, I am a stranger to all that is good.
Therefore, O Good One, freely grant me Thy grace. Let the Father, Who hath timelessly and everlastingly brought Thee forth from His bosom, renew in me the features of Thine image.
I have forsaken Thee, do not forsake me. I have gone out from Thee, come out to seek me, and lead me up to Thy pasture, and number me among the sheep of Thy chosen flock, and nourish me with them on the verdure of Thy Divine Mysteries; for their pure heart is Thy lodging-place, and therein is the illumination of Thy revelations clearly beheld, which is the comfort and refreshment of those who for Thy sake have travailed in afflictions and every kind of outrage.
May we also be deemed worthy of this illumination by Thy grace and love for man, O our Saviour Jesus Christ, unto the ages of ages.
Amen.