struggling with the fact that ill look different as i lose more weight jajajja
like 40 pounds down and i feel it and kinda see it but imagine more ? i cannot even imagine the toll it's gonna take on me mentally 😛
i always wished for someone who'd be afraid to lose me but how could anyone fear losing me when all i ever showed was that l'd stay no matter how they treated me
I’m so embarrassed by all the pathetic and desperate shit I’ve done in an attempt to feel loved, and I’m more embarrassed that nothing has ever worked.
I believe very strongly that you have to bear the discomfort of being wholly and unequivocally known to be loved. When I leave my best friend alone with my laptop she’ll coyly allude to the contents of my search history for days after.