You’re 6 months away from a completely different life. If you feel like a failure right now - use that. Let it fuel you. Make the decision TODAY. Look yourself in the mirror and refuse to accept another day of this. Lock in for 6 months. No excuses, no breaks, no negotiations. Commit so hard that your doubts start running from you, Work so relentlessly that your fears become terrified of you.
Be selfish. Be selfish for the next three years. Go get yourself strong, go put your own oxygen mask on. Put some money in the bank. Crush your company. Be selfish with your time. Be selfish with your income. Be greedy on the amount of money you want to make, I'm telling you, be greedy. Be selfish, you know why? Because if you go all-in, if you stop thinking 'I wish I could do more,' be more, go all-in and make the money. Get secure and put your oxygen mask on. And what you can do in five years from now, what you could do in seven years from now, what you could do in 12 years from now is unbelievable.