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[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

Another ill year of my life 🤍
『 #edtwt / #shedtwt intro 』

𖦹 Dove • 23 • -18 DNF
𖦹 5'8/173cm • hw BMI 31
𖦹 Not new, just can't escape
𖦹 ♿️ & ♾️🧠 • GJ tubie
𖦹 ARFID/GP/ana • pro recov
𖦹 Mentally all over but pretending to be sane

♡ / ↻ 4 moots

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

@skinniestgoth Im no expert but imo it looks like it's healing well, no extreme redness or anything that looks like infection, usually I can tell if a cut or burn I have is infected by it being bright red around the edges. Stuff on top that may look like pus looks like normal WBC from a blister

[Jayden @droggarme]

#gore

[AstroYaps @astroyaps]

libra, claim this if you're finally done choosing everyone else's peace over your own. that era ended :)

[III @SHULAGOD]

im happiest when i can buy what i want.
get high when i want.

[سيدة @Ajoke__xx]

Mental health will take my life one day , it’s just a matter of when.

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

I don't know what I am doing rn honestly but maybe me being impulsive will end up being positive for me! I have no clue!

At least my meds are working so I can be wonky and also not be in pain so I can finally shower after god knows how long

Lets see where life takes me

[KNICKS IN FIVE KHLOE @762x54RAWR]

now that im an adult i understand why all my grandma did was smoke cigarettes on her patio listening to music

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

Fuck I miss him

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

I can't verbalize how depressed I am but at least I can drug myself

"You're gone, and I gotta stay high all the time
To keep you off my mind"

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

@omfgitstabitha At least that's what I recall from doing things after watching a video, but it was quite a few years ago

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

@omfgitstabitha I hope they survive repotting! If done carefully they should be okay, I repotted plants before, just be careful to not damage the roots, or at least too many of them, I gently removed dirt clumps before repotting making sure the roots aren't bent in the new pot

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

@greyT2009 I was literally scared to try it because of how I hear people's comedowns are but mine were cozy so it boggles my mind, I wonder if there is a study on it, or maybe it depends on dose. Sorry, I get too interested in how chemicals effect different people

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

@greyT2009 I only did molly a few times snorted and XTC pills over a few months, but I never experienced a depression afterwards, it was more of an afterglow that left me happy for awhile. Is it when you do it often or maybe my brain just accepts it for some odd reason

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

Also I either have a high tolerance or that gummy wasnt what it was advertised as. I wanna try a punch bar again I liked those in my teens. Maybe the rez has them, they got good weed there. Wish I was independent with my own money to go on my own

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

Coping the best I can honestly.... My mind and life has been such a mess

[🕊 𝒟𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 @FadingIn2Clouds]

Pregab feeling dulling but still high somewhat, but I cried over my ex husband again I hope that wont kill my high, im gonna put pretty lights and put music on