George 🤍

Dni if not edtwt ♡
21 y/o - 5'6 - bmi: 16.4
junkorexic mess

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Perhaps my self imprisonment will lead me to my freedom? The irony of such a notion.

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I've been recovering, I'm less lethargic, people in my life say I seem happier
I've had a job for 3 whole months

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All I want is to do better but I also want to get worse . . why am I such a contradictory loser

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winter is cold and I hate it, but being cold is also so validating so I don't hate it as much..

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Love fortune cookies, like- I get this little treat that's not all that great but the slip of paper inside is kind of worth it and makes me senselessly happy sometimes haha

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@needzrwhab tysm!!

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I personally can't relate to the quote about "every girl on edtwt is dating the devil" ... my boyfriend is just nice

I was either drunk or hung over in this conversation btw and asked him to take down the trash (hence the yippee yippee; he said he would)

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wearing a shirt that used to be tight fitting on me and now it's loose? Idk, pretty sure it's just stretched out and has nothing to do with me honestly... I wish there was any difference in my appearance

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Bf's birthday is today so we're visiting his mom for dinner. We have no idea if we're going out or if she's cooking though. I'm anxious but don't want to say anything because I feel selfish. It's HIS birthday, he was nice to me on mine; he deserves a good day despite my feelings

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borrowing haul! cute blanket, some clothes and socks/accessories, plus an oven mit :3

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I hate alcohol!! I basically had to be babysat because I drank too much and blacked out a few times so my boyfriend had to tell me what happened I wanted a bath and I complained about the temperature apparently?? then I passed out so he drained it and I slept there for 30 minutes

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My best friend and I went to Walmart and picked up a small variety of alcohol. I drank a 1/2 cup of peach moonshine, had 2 shots of vodka, and a few sips of spiked Arizona tea? it was my boyfriend's so I just tried it. Got tipsy and had a good night, fuck alcohol cals though :T

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shitty bodycheck, my legs are so fat and I'm going to cry!!

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I'm full of regret. Ate a gummy before going to the buffet and god, I ate so fucking much, it was disgusting and made me feel sick.. I don't even know how many calories it was..

(didn't finish the soup, or garlic bread my bf and I halved the last plate)

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Going to a buffet as a late celebration of my boyfriend and I's 7 year anniversary and I hate that I can't be excited about it because of this stupid fucking disorder. I hate it more that I'm the one that made the plans and now I just feel bad. It's supposed to be a good day :(

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only 9:49am and I already have 11k steps, I love pacing so much

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tiny borrowing haul :3

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@cak3batt3rpuk3 Monster
The drink

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I love when I can hardly breathe and end up having to sit on the floor because my heart is pounding and I'm basically gasping for breath, it is so fun !!

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Walked in the driveway today and caught a frog :)

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I love the dentist, it's like an ego trip for me. I have a jaw people pay a lot of money for? I'm an easy patient?? They complimented my outfit?? Like sure, I had 8 cavities but they still said I have nice teeth.