The reality is, I haven’t been the same since JD died. I haven’t felt this much pain from death since my oldest brother was killed in front of me when I was 17. I’m STRUGGLING to FOR REAL, then my twin is moving next month. I just feel myself crumbling because WHAT TF?!
I. Am. High. Functioning. In. Depression. That’s what my therapist just told me 🤣. I’m fucking tired. The only thing that keeps me going is my kids. That’s all, I feel like that’s why my bd won’t take them BOTH for me at the same time. He knows I’m barely hanging on…I need my kids more than they need me fr and that’s scary.
i was twerking last night and i felt a girl get behind me. automatically assumed it was my homegirl, i turn around & it's a white girl. i stopped immediately 😭😭😭 btch was like "why did you stopppp that was the best twerk i ever got" LMFAOOOOO
Yes, we called her mother. The sweetest human I have EVER met in my whole life. I miss her. Family went to shit when she died. My mom nor her mother are fit to be the matriarchs of the family. Too much mental trauma and unmitigated control issues with thinking people are property. Yeaaaa no.