There is a boy I liked during my uni days. I knew him before gaining admission, and we were friends (not that close but we talk). During my 300l, he graduated and was doing his clearance. That was when our relationship picked momentum. We would talk, banter each other about clubs
Just spiralling and doing those "if I perish I perish" things.
Have I perished? No. Have I almost perished? Yes 😭. Does that stop me from doing things that can "perish" me? No.