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[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

New pin.

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@SerebiiOTD I remember playing PokePark 2 when it came out just like how I played the first PokePark when it came out. So it personally felt like a natural jump from one to the next.

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

The Remake Trilogy are more of a set of sequels that require you to be familiar with the original game and the compilation itself in order to understand what is going on. It’s more connected to the compilation itself which is already something that attempts to expand upon everything that the original game established as well as continue it for God knows how long it can logically continue.

[SkittyCat06 @BerryKitty06]

Idk I just feel the weirdness sense of cognitive dissonance when it comes to newer Sonic stuff.

I WANT to like it. I really do. There are elements I DO like. On paper, I should like this.

But idk... I just can't get into it. Whether it's the writing, voice acting, vibes, ect.

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

Sorry for the inactivity. I’ve been busy binge watching through Strawberry Shortcake (2003).

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

@GamesxMatt @plainrocktweets Just that many fall for the obvious rage baiting.

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@GamesxMatt @plainrocktweets Never said that it was okay.

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

@CocolemonTV @AI_EmeraldApple Wikipedia hasn’t been a source of truth for a long time now, sadly. It can be quite biased. There’s a good reason why schools usually tell students not to use Wikipedia as a source for their research assignments.

[★R3x★ @pawsoffmysoup]

Growing up autistic is just everyone is allowed to be rude or outright cruel to you, but you're not allowed to be even slightly unfriendly back

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

@DiscussingFilm I can already see the countless plushies of this cat that are going to be pumped out.

[pat 2: cruise control @ranmasaotome96]

Having autism is like playing a game where everyone but you knows the rules and if you ask them to explain the rules to you, they get mad at you and also the rules are constantly changing at any given moment and don't you DARE ever complain or cry about them being confusing.

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

@OnlyCute92441 Why would I ever pass up on hugging my little gremlin baby? 🩵 (*hugs*)

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

@jngj860017 @Squeeze1i I already do that everyday. I’m an artist myself. Looking at art that depicts depression and dark subject matter like suicide also helps me cope.

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

@SonicDramaDaily @krack932

[MAJOR @Squeeze1i]

"Autistic people are loners. They are always in their own heads living in their own world."

When the world around you is constantly making you feel unwelcome, out of place, and like everything that comes out of your mouth is annoying, I don't know why you would expect anything different.

We're not asocial. We're refusing to be around people who don't want us around and who will mistreat us if we are.

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

I’d love to get back into playing more video games again but I unfortunately suffer from some bad anxiety when trying to play them. I get easily scared. It’s sounds ridiculous and outlandish, but I genuinely do get easily anxious and scared trying to play most games. For years, I’ve been unsure how to successfully confront this problem of mine.

I don’t know how this fear developed and how I can overcome it.

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

“I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up alone, it’s not…The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone.” — Robin Williams

This is a quote that I’ve recently read that heavily resonates with me. It helps me sum up why I’ve always personally lacked a sense of belonging and connection, unable to naturally or completely fit in with many spaces/communities, including the ones that revolve around the stuff I have an attachment to. I constantly feel like a sore thumb or a black sheep. It’s this constant alienation that occurs even among family members.

I don’t even feel human at times, I tend to feel more like an alien attempting to blend in with humans. Sometimes the disguise works in some places but it malfunctions and fails in other places. So I usually ask myself: “What’s the point of directly associating with any of these groups/communities at all? Especially if I’m just going to get hurt and make a complete and utter fool of myself, feeling immense guilt and regret, and left feeling even more like an abomination undeserving of love?” Perhaps self-isolation is the best option for me. That and well, death.

[Not Cloud @FakeCloudStrife]

….I need a beer. A whole mug to chug down.