Read the text messages since 2022 from
when we first started talking to 2025 when it went downhill. Every. Single. Message.
Como se dice I’m fucking cooked dude.
"you cant love someone unless you love yourself first." no, because I have never loved myself but oh god, I love you so much I forgot what hating myself felt like.
i wonder if something's wrong with me. i fake smiles, make mistakes, and keep dissapointing people. i try so hard, but no one sees it. they say i'm not trying, but i am. i feel unloved, unseen, and like a constant failure.
i feel like i'm nothing. every day feels the same, empty and exhausting. I'm tired, lost, and struggling with life. i always feel replaceable, like i'll never be anyone's first choice. i've accepted that i'm no one's favorite. its like everything i hold onto eventually slips away
She didn't unfollow me on anything so that means I still mean something to her, she still wants me around and wants to see what Im up to. Right? Right????
I’m sorry for shit posting but to end it I guess I could say I’m man enough to admit I've lost a great woman who loved me and showed me loyalty more than ever but fucked it up bc I was stupid and immature. I really fucking lost her bro.
but the truth is, I miss you deeply, l'd love to talk to you, but I know where I stand. You're always in my heart, andf it will always have a place for you. I’m really really sorry.
I haven't moved on, I'm just letting you live your life. I might not reach out as much, but if you ever do, I reply instantly.
I may not say good morning anymore, but you're always the last thought I have before I drift off to sleep.
I'm trying to focus on myself.
The devil couldn't reach me so he made me a horrible person that made stupid mistakes and ruined the one relationship i had true genuine love and lose the only person that has actually truly cared for me.