You might be able to fool whatever friends you have left or whatever is the next person you decide to casually propose to, but you are not going to convince me you were the good guy
you are probably still blaming the rest of the people or their intentions cuz you are the know-it-all. You are probably twisting the narrative to make it seem like you were the victim like you were the one who never deserved the pain keeping you awake at night.
I hope you hate yourself for what you put me through. I hope you are self-aware enough to realize you were wrong on multiple occasions and that you were toxic to me on those times.
until you marry a generous man (i didn’t say rich), you’ll understand that men love to provide for their women. they don’t wait to be asked, they find joy in doing it, they take initiative, it is his pleasure to be generous to a woman he adores. generous in time, emotion, action.