There was a point in time where my phone would constantly be blowing up. Now I can go days even weeks without hearing from anyone. Noone calls, Noone checks on me. Im just alone. What sucks even more is the fact that im used to it. I could die today and noone would even notice.
@ar7llf My family would be better off without me. Im nothing more then a disappointment and a burden. I want to die but cant build up the nerve to do it.
Depression doesn’t always look like sadness.
Sometimes it’s:
Constant brain fog.
Leaving laundry in the machine for 3 days.
Not remembering the last time you laughed.
Saying “I’m fine” and meaning “I’m drowning”.
Feeling exhausted from doing nothing.
Crying when no one’s around.
Wanting connection but isolating anyway.
This is what depression can really look like
I just want my kids to know they have always meant the world to me.
Cameron.. u changed my life so much. I have sacrificed it all for you.
You made me want to be better