kinda happy?

He/Him
Anti-depressants, Anti-retrovirals, and BLM
$Gastelo

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I feel like I need to step away from the activity

[George Conway ⚖️🇺🇸 @gtconway3d]

“The girls are fighting, aren't they?”

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Having a sad and lonely moment.

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In an unfortunate turn of events. The program will not field a group this season.

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I'm the director of a wg program now.

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Zero. The number is zero.

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I am big sad

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I guess it's just time to spiral and cry about it.
It just all unraveled from under me.

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I don't know if I have the space for it anymore.

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I've felt like I've been set up for failure. I was relieved when someone else confirmed it for me.
Now I'm mad about the self doubt spiral it put me through.

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If I'm not the reason, then what is the reason?
Why the dust?

[Aquaria 🤌🏼 @aquariaofficial]

Birds migrating for the winter:

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I was told to bite my tongue.
Triggered.
You just told me to shut up.

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My favorite part of the day is the green WhatsApp messages notifications I get.

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Trying to separate the feeling of personal rejection from the current situation. Peek anxiety 🙃

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I'm uneasy because I feel vulnerable.
There's anxiety, anticipation,and doubt.
Then I sense dread and despair.
It's all going to crumble.
But then.
All those fires are smothered by a message, a picture, or a heart emoji.
I didn't know I needed so much validation at this level.

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The little rush in my chest from the good morning texts is like a drug right now

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Bruh...I caught feelings.

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@kresnxk Favorite of the album!