Oh my god you guys seem to think I just sit around on my ass all day and have this physique by magic, go study nutrition and actually eat a healthy diet, do daily exercise prioritising building leg muscles, cardio to stay trim and core exercises to give you a more defined stomach, take prog, make sure your E levels are consistently within the higher end of the female range, don't drink alcohol cus that fucks with your hormones, basically just live your life like some kind of transgender monk whose religion is the insane beauty standards we unfortunately have
You say in one tweet how you want to be beautiful and nothing else other than that matters, and in another tweet you say you are "entitled" to being beautiful and that ugly people are subhuman in your eyes, you complain about being fat in a lot of your tweets, then actually try to change it? Losing weight is not impossible, being healthy isn't impossible, or maybe it is if you just spend all your time complaining about how life is so unfair on twitter
Also I've been on HRT for literally a DECADE now, I know you're just gonna call me a "youngshit" but actually understand what I'm saying, you're comparing yourself to someone who has been on hormones for so much longer than you. Give it time, in ten years do you really think you're gonna look exactly the same as you do today? And PLEASE stop self-deprecating by calling yourself shit like "manmoder", "chopped troon", etc, you're only reinforcing negative beliefs about yourself, if you just spend your entire life feeling sorry for yourself and thinking you're disgusting, you're never gonna be able to see yourself as anything but that, have some self-respect, despite what you probably think, you are deserving of it, and it genuinely does break my heart to read that you've been following me since you were 13 and that you feel incredibly jaded and disenfranchised with being trans now :(