I've been seeing a lot of stuff about high functioning depression, which sounds about right, I don't have the time to stop, because there's so much I'm responsible for.
I've been burnt out for months and I've just kept going, I dunno what's going to happen.
I have been having issues with my mental health and having dark periods.
Most days I'm okay, but there are times where it's harder to fight and I'm tempted to give in.
I called a helpline to help me process but I found the person's accent was so strong, and the line was so bad.
I've been isolated so long, I haven't really spoken to anyone in months outside work/ my flat mate.
I've been over worked & understaffed since January, and no sign of changing..
I've been so stressed I've been having chest pains(muscle, not heart thankfully)
I feel trapped in a few difficult situations..
I'm looking forward to a trip to Japan, but I have so much work to do before I go, I need to save more money for the trip.
I've also breen focusing on single player guys, but I just don't have the fucks to play.